1. What memory from another (list name and team) gave you the strongest feelings? What were they? Why did you feel this way? The memory I got from Bucky on Onyx probably gave me the strongest feelings. He... was ordered to kill his best friend, but it was while he was brainwashed and he couldn't fight the brainwashing. His friend used... a magical device and forced him out of the brainwashing.
It... was just really upsetting and made me cry because of how much it upset him. I know this memory hurts him a lot because of what he did while he was brainwashed. I want to help ease the pain of it and help him work though it. I just don't know if he relies on me enough for that.
2. What memory of your own gave you the strongest feelings? What were they? Why did you share it? I guess the memory of talking to King Zachary about not being a Rider held the strongest feelings for me. First because I was upset about his calling me a Green Rider and everyone assuming that just because I'd run one message for them that I would continue, and secondly because it ... it reminded me of something that I don't quite remember yet. Something I saw in a telescope that showed pieces of the past, present, and future. I... saw someone who looked like an older Zachary, who begged me to stay because he couldn't bear the thought of losing me? And it scared me... having someone who needed me so much that I didn't even know.
So... frustration and fear... I guess were the feelings. I'm still not sure what to do about the memory so I don't think about it much. I know I didn't even have a long time to think about it back home either. I really just don't know what to do with it.
Anyway, I showed it to Sangria... I guess because if she was uncomfortable because her memory got messed up and I saw something she hadn't meant to share, then I could share something that made me uncomfortable too.
3. Did you regret sharing any of your memories or receiving any memories? Why or why not? I don't regret sharing or receiving most of the memories. I tried to be careful what I picked because I have some that I don't think anyone needs to see, and I wanted to let people pick the kinds of memories they wanted, so when Cat asked for something exciting, it was really hard to pick something that wasn't more terrifying for me than exciting, but I think I did okay there.
I do regret the memories that were shared with me that weren't what people had been planning to share. It happened to three different people, and I... I guess I really want people to be able to share memories with me that they're ready to share with me. I don't want them to feel like I've invaded a private moment or something that hurts them. If they meant to share those with me, it would be different because it would be a new level of trust and friendship with them, and I would feel honored at that trust...
OOC: Link up to two threads that were meaningful for your character and tell me why. with Cat -- It's one of the few memories that Kari had that she really tried to balance what Cat requested (excitement) with the fact that all of the excitement she's had in her memories was pretty much pure terror attached to it. Then having to explain the memory for her was a little unsettling because Cat is so very positive all the time and... that was the beginning of one of Kari's worst memories to date. with Bucky -- It's the first time she's really gotten the full explanation of that memory. It's... also the first time she's really kind of declaration of YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND LET ME HELP YOU DEAL WITH THIS at him.
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The memory I got from Bucky on Onyx probably gave me the strongest feelings. He... was ordered to kill his best friend, but it was while he was brainwashed and he couldn't fight the brainwashing. His friend used... a magical device and forced him out of the brainwashing.
It... was just really upsetting and made me cry because of how much it upset him. I know this memory hurts him a lot because of what he did while he was brainwashed. I want to help ease the pain of it and help him work though it. I just don't know if he relies on me enough for that.
2. What memory of your own gave you the strongest feelings? What were they? Why did you share it?
I guess the memory of talking to King Zachary about not being a Rider held the strongest feelings for me. First because I was upset about his calling me a Green Rider and everyone assuming that just because I'd run one message for them that I would continue, and secondly because it ... it reminded me of something that I don't quite remember yet. Something I saw in a telescope that showed pieces of the past, present, and future. I... saw someone who looked like an older Zachary, who begged me to stay because he couldn't bear the thought of losing me? And it scared me... having someone who needed me so much that I didn't even know.
So... frustration and fear... I guess were the feelings. I'm still not sure what to do about the memory so I don't think about it much. I know I didn't even have a long time to think about it back home either. I really just don't know what to do with it.
Anyway, I showed it to Sangria... I guess because if she was uncomfortable because her memory got messed up and I saw something she hadn't meant to share, then I could share something that made me uncomfortable too.
3. Did you regret sharing any of your memories or receiving any memories? Why or why not?
I don't regret sharing or receiving most of the memories. I tried to be careful what I picked because I have some that I don't think anyone needs to see, and I wanted to let people pick the kinds of memories they wanted, so when Cat asked for something exciting, it was really hard to pick something that wasn't more terrifying for me than exciting, but I think I did okay there.
I do regret the memories that were shared with me that weren't what people had been planning to share. It happened to three different people, and I... I guess I really want people to be able to share memories with me that they're ready to share with me. I don't want them to feel like I've invaded a private moment or something that hurts them. If they meant to share those with me, it would be different because it would be a new level of trust and friendship with them, and I would feel honored at that trust...
OOC: Link up to two threads that were meaningful for your character and tell me why.
with Cat -- It's one of the few memories that Kari had that she really tried to balance what Cat requested (excitement) with the fact that all of the excitement she's had in her memories was pretty much pure terror attached to it. Then having to explain the memory for her was a little unsettling because Cat is so very positive all the time and... that was the beginning of one of Kari's worst memories to date.
with Bucky -- It's the first time she's really gotten the full explanation of that memory. It's... also the first time she's really kind of declaration of YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND LET ME HELP YOU DEAL WITH THIS at him.